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December 2011
21 posts
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November 2011
8 posts
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i don’t use this one anymore, so i moved over to one that’s connected to my main blog.
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You are beautiful, but you don’t mean a thing to me.
October 2011
13 posts
Alone
i am a flightless bird wandering empty streets that are painted with bronze streetlight sitting atop the water like warm fire-licked glass. someone looks up at me, but it is not myself. not a sound is heard, but the sky tapping my heavy shoulders. i am vacant still, but not entirely so.
I don't want to remember, but I can't forget.
My feet are tired from chasing love that expired a long time ago. I’m completely awake, drowning in the waste that is my pathetic life. I see shapes conform like how our relationship has torn and I can hardly breathe. Gravity leaves me and I am stumbling after the person you were. I need an escape from this god-stricken place and a few more cigarettes. My heart is racing, in my head...
paranoia
toss in bed sweat choke gasp try to shake it off turn the light on it’s too late listen to the voices in your head listen to your nerves split like a spent rubber band you can’t feel anything you can’t move they’ve got you don’t panic.
I should have put sugar on it to make it heal faster
Maybe then I could lose...
– I’m Mad, Does It Show? by Joshua James
Neglected Always neglected Never Good enough Not For anything Nor For anyone I am Alone Alone Alone And Neglected. I am not special.
he’s dull witted and uninterested but i can’t stop myself from letting each syllable that escapes his lips fully contain and enthrall me so.
September 2011
6 posts
Gone
Today I woke up and I wanted you. I always do but today it was different. My alarm blared and echoed through the stillness of the mornings’ first light. I was blinded by the soft blue sky, the sun had yet welcomed the day but I was too soon up and dragging my feet to the beat of the day ahead with a contented groggyness about me. The thin, gray sky bled through the slits of my blinds and I...